Sick, sick and sick

Hi! So I've been sick from the day I was at my sisters girlfriends house, remember when I told? So it's couple of week already and damn, I thought I was getting better but no....this sucks. I was supposed to go to my brothers house Yesterday but we both are sick. Now I'm just sitting in my bed (like always) watching The Walking Dead (like always) and thinking about stupid thing (LIKE ALWAYS)....I posted post about my gender problems to Tumblr, it's short post but anywaysgays....And now my head is just going to explode about those things like genderfluid things and agender and pangender and everything...I can't stand myself right now because I have known for a long time  that I'm something like genderfluid/pangender/agender but god help me I'm so confused and mixed-up... And then that only person I can talk about this and who really knows my thought and problems is my bestfriend, like if I tried to talk to my family memebers they wouldn't understand/ laughed at me/ wouldn't accept me/ wouldn't believe me 'cause they would say I'm just seeking attention, so yeah, FUCKING nice....

Maybe I just leave this here...maybe I'll talk about this thing little bit more later but I can't stand this right now....I'm so fucking oweijoiwehfoiihwegh.....Yeah, byee...