Umhumhumh....

Hey! So...my summer vacation started and I manged to get my school through and now it's over! Yay me, or something? But yeah, I am going to be here, at my parents whole summer and yeah, I don't deplore, because my parents live by the lake, and here is so beautiful places and everything. And we have a boat so I can always escape somewhere if I want (Because I just can't go walking or something, pff) My stomach hurts so badly and I think I am going to die, but anyway, I saw my best friend yesterday and we spend really fun time and took pictures, which are on my phone, again so you can't see them yet, but maybe later, ehehe....

AND before I came here, me and my roommate went that one big hill in the Kauhajoki and took so many pictures, first we went after school and then we went there when sun begin to rise, and it was so beautiful!

But now, I will leave you watch some pictures! Bye!!

and oh, oh, I forgot, we had some photoshoot thing too, and yeah, so I will just rape this post with pictures....sorry

 

 

too paresseux

Really, I just can't get myself up and do my homeworks or read those books which I have to return to library on Monday...but yeah, hi. My vacation is almost over and I haven't done anything and now I just stress so much about those books and homework and I say all the time to myself that I have to do them, but I just can't and I don't know why...it haven't been never THIS hard to do my homeworks, but now, oh god, this feels just nightmare.
I have school left two weeks anymore, but I'm so tired and aaarrgghhh.....
I don't know, writing is hard right now, but I still want to write, but maybe I leave this here.

 

VIDEO

https://youtu.be/1P7s3DmRvJU

 So, I made video! And...it sucks, ehehe, but I don't care now....but yeah, try to enjoy!

At my parents and Age of ultron

 Hey! So I am at my parents house (again) and I will be here this week, I came here...umm...Thursday?, not sure, ehehe. But yeah, I was at movies, watching Age of ultron, with my roommate and I got that amazing poster from there, it's so fucking awesome! But so, about that movie...it was awesome BUT I am disappointed...really disappointed, characters was ruined..yeah there was those awesome things like effects and drama and love and everything but there was too much humor....and wrong humor, really. It's hard to explain what I mean 'cause my mind is still so messed up...but still...But I still say, it was awesome and lovely, I cried whole movie...ehehe, I am happy it was 3D so no one noticed that, expect that employee who gave that poster to me, he laughed at me, no wonder...eheh

So now I am watching TV upstairs and dowloading so much sims3 stuff....clothes and hair and makeups and everything...and my computer is dying I think.
Oh yeah, I was at my best friend's house too, I was over night and we stayed up at 5 or 6 a.m, playing just sims and talking about things and then I realized that I am so used to be lonely...I need someone who will hug and kiss me almost all the time (Little private still) and make me just smile and really happy for a white, make me forget everything bad for a while.
I have this one entrance exam at Thursday, and we talked about it withm my mother. and she said that if I feel too bad, I don't have to go there. I don't have to school after summer, but then I have to start online high school, and I think it sounds good, because I can relax summer...and online high school is't that bad...I think, my best friend will start it too, so it will be nice, I hope.

But yeah, now I think I will start play sims and wait my siter to come home and try to stay awake...I woke up at 00.30 p.m but I'm still tired....but see you later!

(Some pictures what my life have been about 2 weeks, some pics I have edited and snapchat and selfies)