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Yesterday was one of most horrible days of my life...first I was late from school like 1 hour. We have movie course at school and we went to watch movie which was telling about child whose father had alcohol problem and I got very anguished and got panick attack....I went to my clasroom and my teacher came there too, we talked or she talked, I was just quiet...I tried to be there to end of the school day, but I felt so anguished and I just wanted to cry and I was so tired and everything so I went to my apartment and fell asleep...I woke up 9 p.m, but I went to back sleep right away...now I am at my apartment, I skip the school today because I'm so tired and I feel so bad mentally and physically...maybe I try tomorrow...but I will spent this day sleeping...so bye!

 (Picture from yesterday before I went to school)

Good night!

So hey...again...I am posting this with my phone now and I just came out of the shower and I know my hair will be such a big mess at morning!

But yeah, I tried to sleep earlier but I didn't fall asleep..and then I went to the shower...and yeah,  I know that doesn't help at all...but whatever...

Maybe I have to even try to sleep...because my school day starts at 8 a.m...and I'm so stressed out already...but I will do my best...but good night everybody!

Why I am so poor?

I got lost (again) to the EMP-website and there is so much new Marvel things! (and that Thor's hammer necklace) and so many Marvel thing is for sale! *cries a little bit* My wishlist is full of those and I want them all, I would do (almost) anything to get them to me!

+those posters there, and more everything! They're so amazing! But maybe I will get them someday!....maybe...

But so, I promised those photoshoot pictures, so I will post couple of them too, but I will post more later!

       


     




                                                                                                                                 

So there you go, I have never kept my hair like that in public...so, yeah, ehehe, but I will write again later, so byeee!

Sleeping and school

So, it's been couple of day from last post, but what have I done? Sleeping and being at school, nothing interesting. One day we had photoshoot with my roommate, but I will post pictures later 'cause pictures are on my phone and I am too lazy to take them to my computer. I woke up at 1:30 p.m, ehehe, I was just so tired and I didn't want to wake up.

I have to go to store today, but I just want to play sims 3 all the day (and write and draw and everything not so interesting) I don't have anything interesting to tell, so this post will be so short, but in the next post I will put some pictures and maybe write something, so byyyeeee!

It's Wednesday....

 Heyy, so it's wednesday and I'm little bit sick...and hungry, my throat is so sore and I feel so weak and I didn't go to school.  There is horrible wind strom outside and I think if I go outside, wind take me away (Which would be nice, I think) But yeah, so what I have done...Nothing, I was at school yesterday and it was terrible, as always and I was so relieved when i heard that our schoolday would end earlier and I almost ran to my apartment and then I died here. After that dying we watched movie with my roommate and then we went to store and everything else as unnecessary.

Oh, and I went to take some pictures with my best friend when I was at my parents, so there is some pictures:

Today I have been only on my computer, and talked with my best friend who is also little bit sick, but now she is seeing other friends and I am so alooone....I think I don't go to school Tommorow and on Friday I don't have school, Fridays are always free to me and Thursdays are optionals, but usually someone force me to school, but if I don't go everyone get mad (ehehehe) and I do some homeworks here. But now I will wait that my roommate comes from school and we will watch some horror movies (as always, even if she hates them, ehhehe I am so cruel) but byeee!

Tired Saturday

Hello, again! I am very tired, as always, and I should do my homeworks, but no, I don't want to! Yesterday I was at my brother's house, we were there many hours and when I came home I went quickly wash my face and went to bed. I was going to sleep but my best friend called to me so we talked about 30 minutes? Not sure.

I have had pretty hard week now, I broke up...and I have been so tired and eveything, and  I forgot one or many things, and it made me feel bad about myself. And on Monday I have to go back to home (I am at my parents home now) and then I have to go to school...Maybe I should tell you, I have depression and panick disorder, but I really don't want to talk about it  much so I don't.

But now, I am just watching some youtube videos, and listening to music with Nuunuu (My mom's dog) and trying to do my homework...so Byebye